My past :)

Yohooooo ~!!

Hey yaa everybody 

I'm back I'm back,

Ever miss me ya all?

Ehh? NOO?? WHY? WHY SAY LIKE THAT NOT MISS ME D;

SO CRUEL

xD

kekekeek, its fine

Uhm, today I would like to blogging in english, well not really proud coz my english not really good

But at least I try it, coz I LOVE ENGLISH !

What? I'm not proud with Malay Lang? Eh no? .___.I still proud with it, how could u say like that

Just everyone know we are really needy to improvise our english, my pronounciation is bad for sure <////3

Hmm, u know, lately I was thinking something something about love,

Why its so sudden? well I also dont know, Somehow I feel weird about love, Why its make us hurt? Why to get love so hard? But the worst thing, why we still want love even though we already know we will suffer from that.. whats make people think want that? So deseprated?

Anyway, I also have fall in love before and somehow I admit I make mistake for most of my love story, uhmm, when I got someone that good I left him and I suffer when got someone who doesnt serious at all, Serve me right :D

Thats my motivation, and somehow I think I dont deserved to get a good love, hmmm... i dont know 

Love is blind

Well to my ex love, I think I should stop thinking about u, About u M, K, B and MR ...hehehe, sorry cannot tell the name, but still my bestie know about it, ^^

For M, belated happy birthday :D We not a friend or enemy, we just a stranger that got memories before...hihi ^^ and I already say to u, my feeling toward u is nuthing anymore -smile-

start I thinking about K ... I realized that you just nothing to me... I'm too stupid to being loved, u are already grown up M, and u are older than me, I should think u as my bro not as lover, maybe I could consider I should not get someone more older than me and my real bro coz its tooo hard to get someone that got same level of thinking, your level is too far from me, how could I can understand u and how u gonna understand me, I would like to thanks to u okay

To B, Well I already confessed to u before , but u and I doesnt got any of meant to be ^^ so both of us decided to take care each other as mom and son, I'm ur mom :) But I think I'm sorry, I think I dont want to see ya again.. Not hate just I want to continue my life as a teenager .. I need a new life, such a burden when think about the past

Ermmm.. to MR.. I feel sorry when someone u like taken by someone that u annoyed that was my sis ex bf, and I keep persuade u from not quiting that game just because of woman, because you should know, if u leaving that just for a woman, I would say that u such a coward man :) you are already matured enough, you should think that.. Hey be a man okay? I dont know ur feeling but somehow I feel you got crush toward me before ^^ I know that feeling, thanks for that MR, I appreciate it.. I like u also before but u know i think its imposibble for us, we just know each other in the game, and I see you are not in crush toward me and you like N... gratz :D I wish the best for u okay, N always say she miss u ^^ thats mean she got a crush toward u

erm, for K... I'm sorry for leaving u before, I leave u without reason, I know I'm bad, I'm not matured, for a year we couple then I leave u without tell reason and I already make u cry .. :(
Dear K, I know its hard for me leaving u, I leaving you not because I hate u, you also know my feeling before, no matter, however what happen in the future, you still in my heart, you are my treasure, our memories, I really treasure it, could u believed it, all our conversation all about u , the gift u gave me before I keep it, for what? For prove it I still treasure u in my life ^^ I wont forget about u, I dont know whether I need u or not, K if u dont want me just tell straightforward, but I know u still sad about someone u love left u like i did, the way u say I was someone that u adored and she is someone that u love , I could know, she is more important in ur life rather than me, owo I feel want to cry when talk about this, Erm, if u just want to be friend with me, its ok :) we will do as a friend okay, teach me well how to be ur good friend arasseo? jebal I need u as my friend ^^