Why you still play in my mind

No matter how I do , What I done,

Still,

He still come into my life...

Ever I was so tension, my first love aka Zlaxer is come into my dream and my mind...

why?? why this happen?

first love is very strong but why i cant hold it or get it...??

I cant protect it like I protect my love now...

Sometimes, when think about that, suddenly, my eyes tearing ...

I cant hold it anymore my tear T ^ T